Saturday 25th, March 2017
Today I found out about your existence. Your daddy and I have planned you for only a month and now you are already here. We feel so blessed that you have been chosen to join our little family so soon.
The moment I saw that second pink line, I knew that I would do anything to protect you. I stood in the bathroom with tears in my eyes. I had so many plans for how to tell your daddy you were here. I couldn’t wait. All plans went out the window. I ran to the kitchen and with a massive smile and tears running down my cheeks I just told him.
He hugged me so tight and we knew that, although you didn’t have a heartbeat, our lives were
full of so much love. Unfortunately, your daddy wouldn’t let me tell Grandma and Grandad that you existed until we had been to see the Dr.For now, you are our little secret and in 8-9 months you will be our biggest joy. We already love you more than we ever thought we could, love something that we could not touch. Please stay healthy while on your journey into our lives, and I will do all I can to keep you safe.